Tuesday, September 6, 2016

Wiccedfied

Beating of my heart, kicking me in my head, I've been thinking some insane thoughts, now I'm caught in a hurryupcaine, I'm going back to hell, Texas, yeah, Texas, and we ain't done yet.

You've been wiccedfied, yeah, yeah wiccedfied, wicced, wiccedfied.

Round one broke me to my knees, yeah, I barely got out with my life. Went back for round two, should've killed 'em all, but I had freedom in my eyes. Look out, Texas, round three coming and I'm gonna rock ya to the core, yeah, gonna rock ya till your sore, Texas, yeah, Texas, and now you've been wiccedfied.

Letter of intent


This is a letter of intent

What the intent is I have no clue, if I could reach thousands of people then I suppose a plea of help, if it reaches no one than another failed attempt on my part to prove that people care and most importantly that I utterly failed to support myself.You see my dreams have collapsed in my hands and have fallen apart, my heart is rent in two as I gaze upon the double edge sword that is my recovery from addiction, on one side it was good and brought the things I cherished most in my life back to me, on the other side, things of my personality that should have been kept have been put to sleep, I have suffered and lost so much these last thirteen years the only way I have survived is by trying to convince myself I am strong enough to take anything life throws at me, keeping so busy that all I have time to think about is business, but that business is a failure and I have to face it.So I face and confront that which I have not, this becomes my last failure or greatest triumph, though I admit I believe it will end in great tragedy and I will slip of into oblivion just like so many thousands of faceless people do.So maybe the intent is goodbye, a silent goodbye that falls on no ears.I am Reverend Sarah Schultheiss, I have recorded and released music under my own label, I created designer t-shirts showcasing my own art, I have created a philosophy that I rededicated myself to, I have written four books and am working on fifth, I created and built my own guitar but none of that matters because it was wasted energy, guess I just finally lost all that fight in me that used to be so abundant.   

Monday, September 5, 2016

Goddess Give Me Strength

In my life, I've had my share of hard days and cold nights, living on the streets, starving for a change I couldn't feed, and Goddess, I thought them years were behind me, but here I am again, Goddess give me strength, preach it to me.

I know I ain't got a damn soul to blame but me, but ya see, these scars go deep, every day I keep searching my heart, but I cain't find the woman I once was. this life has taken so much out of me, yet I keep on fighting, I just cain't remember what the hell for, I don't feel like I'm finished, my song is not over. Goddess give me strength.

Sunday, September 4, 2016

Birdie Shit

I ain't got a mojo sense to make, 1, 2, 3, 4, cain't you hear me knocking at your door. It's Saturday morning and I cain't find my home, wait a minute, this is my door, try explaining that to the cop who caught you climbing through the window.

Up all night, is that a rock on the ceiling, where is all this light coming from, what is that thing up in the sky. Who is the president, I don't know, what year is it, I don't care. How did I get here.

Nervous break down, I don't feel nervous or broke, I talked to an alien, he said ko, ko. I put my axe on his head and I screamed ko, ko, ko, or birdie shit, I just bit the rope.




Saturday, September 3, 2016

Koffin Deep

I'm the wild card, aces down, joker up, I'm the joker and I'm wild, come on child, follow me, I'm the wild card, Koffin Deep.

Praise the rock and hail the roll, I stole this body, guess I should've looked before I leaped, crack the lid, I don't dance, I did the howl for you, Koffin Deep.

Friday, September 2, 2016

The Engine Barked

I had 40 miles left to ride and the engine barked at the wind, she said I had to stop, but I had no brakes, have you got what it takes, and I took that curve at 100 miles, and we just swerved all over the road.

A do, do, do and my, my, my, you were boogie woogie sugar cane, in my eye, but she ain't no Georgia peach pill, I was diggin' the Cadillac, but she was getting love. Just put the hammer down and fly, blow off the doors and roll up another city limit and the engine barked at the wind, she said I had to stop, but the gators just popped.

Thursday, September 1, 2016

Hardest Shout

I was a girl, now I'm a woman, blew up my world, chewed up my life, but I couldn't spit it out. Its the hardest shout to scream, its the hardest shout to scream.

When I was a little bitty baby, I had a dream, it sounded on my head, sleeping in my crib, I had rock-n-roll drool on my bib, I cried in 4/4 time. When I was a little bitty baby, I met a demon, but I wouldn't let him kill the dream. Its the hardest shout to scream, the hardest shout to scream.

If ya see me you'll know I'm the demon breaker, all dream maker, wicced from day one, the hardest shout to scream.